Here I am

yes, i'm back. I know it's been a long time i didn't blog, not sure why, maybe is my laziness...
okok, I admit... yeah I'm sure is my laziness. I know is a bad habit but I just can't change no matter what~ What I'm going to say is its been one and half year I live in kampar, all of the time I spend here is just use to satisfy one goal, which is complete my degree program.
When time pass by and I figure out degree program suck and kampar is fucking boring especially for weekend.
But no worries, still got one and half year I will graduate if nothing goes wrong and I will try my best to make thing goes right which is not fail any single subject in UTAR =)
After stayed in kampar I started to play basketball and I totally fall in love with it.
Every time when I feel boring or lonely I will go to the court and play basketball, it help me to forget unhappy things.
Although, I'm not that pro but I try to learn new thing, I practice. Every time I fall down, I will get back to where I fall down and start over it again until I come over. It make me feel accomplishment, really.  

Basketball mean Everything to Me

 "I can accept failure but I can't accept not to try" by Micheal Jordan

kampar moment

since already 1 month i live in Kampar~
seriously, i still cant used to it
everyday after school I open FB and
saw you guys status about check in cafe and yam cha
and i start envy, WTF...why i intake in january????
i miss everything...movie, yam cha, sport activities~


Besides, what had i did in kampar
everyday my course end at 4.00pm
about 5 something we played basketball(health life)haha
After dinner we played Dota ==(not everyday la will Pokai)
Utar Life= sleep, eat, school, basketball and Dota
stress ah~ assignment havent done, mid term next 2 week TT
Holiday please come quickly XD

bye

I'm leaving here this sunday
kinda sad~
its really become a long distance between us

Me

这星期，从失业变就业~
没办法，在家很闷，唯有出来找工作，打发时间~
现在在Popular做工，做五天，人工还过得去。
在那里做没什么特别，搬搬抬抬是少不了的啦。
做到这十二月尾，就没做了。一月读大学去 =)
决定去金宝的UTAR读了，虽然有点远，但我没得选。
有人问我舍得离开他们吗？
当然不舍啦...但我又能怎样？？？
有很多很多的不舍，所以我会珍惜剩下来的时间 =)

7/12开心的一天。
这天我off，约了一班人看戏，吃火锅，喝茶。
很久没这样了，总之就是开心，哈哈。

Graduation Trip

这三天两夜是我这一生中难忘的回忆~
我喜欢大家在一起的感觉 =)~
但这也是最后一次了，有点伤心
先别说不开心的~~（人生本来就是要笑着过的，哈哈）

18/11
毕旅的第一天，但发生了很多有趣的事，哈哈
上巴士时，我完全没想过可以和你一起做，
但似乎冥冥中就有了决定...不知该说些什么好...
应该是谢谢上帝之类的话吧，让我和你坐在一起~
六个小时的巴士，我没睡过，因为我想珍惜这几个小时，
因为再也没有这个机会~
其实最有趣的事是到了Langkawi后的晚上~
为什么呢？
因为大家都醉了，包括我，哈哈
我喜欢醉了的感觉~很刺激
但我知道不可以这样，没关系啦，两天吧了~毕旅本来就应该是这样的><
他们说醉后的我很搞笑，是这样的吗？？？？
我醉后一直在说：“时间能倒流吗”“可以不要毕业吗”
其实这些也是我的真心话，你们懂吗？我不想离开你们三文一 =(
他们还说我哭了，我也记得...觉得自己很眼浅

19/11
其实，Langkawi也没什么好玩，我喜欢的事大家聚在一起的感觉
所以早上的事情就不说了...重点是晚上，哈哈
我又醉了，你们是不是觉得我很容易醉叻~其实不是的，我喝了5支才醉
那天晚上我又说了些什么呢？我到处去问我的朋友
“如果有小叮当的时光机，你想回到去什么时候”
我似乎很像回到过去。
但醉后，依然是要清醒的，我知道~人不一只买醉
请给我点时间，我会回来的 =)
这天夜晚也是最多人醉的夜晚，偶尔大家醉醉的很不错，
原来醉了的，真的什么事多做的出。
再玩21点的时候，由于我的点数小，所以自然要拿牌的咯~
拿到第四张牌时，已经是十八点，不知识是不是醉了的关系，
我还拿多一张牌，想博个五龙，怎知居然给我博到了，全部是20点~哈哈
我还绕场一周 ==醉倒他妈的够力
还有很多很多...XD

20/11
只能用一句话来说“我不舍得”
时间真得很残忍 =(
让我体会到天下无不散之宴席，再见了朋友们
永远的高三文一 =)

《那些年我们已追的女孩》这部戏真的很好看
很多很经典的画面和语录，也说着我的感受。
“男生在喜欢的女孩面前，也会变得胆小”
每个男生的心目中都有一个沉佳宜，我也不例外 =)
我不希望用平行时空来安慰我自己
You Are The Apple Of My Eye

混乱~

我的思绪好混乱，不懂该写什么好 =（
毕业了，我将离开我的母校，寻找我的下片天空
离开陪伴我六年的朋友，心中有万般的不舍，但我能怎样？？
我不能让时间停下，唯有勇敢的走下去，面对它...但视乎并不容易
这两天我不断回想起这六年的点点滴滴，突然间要我离开你们，
我不懂该如何是好，说真的我离不开你们 =(
你们又是怎么样？
毕旅后，我就要决定我的路了~很烦啊~
我讨厌决定东西，我不擅长这些....

依然爱你~

whats next????

Hmmm...still wondering what will happend next~
My Final school exam and UEC have just past,
and now I am free....wohooooo~
hope i cam score all the subject =)
Now I'm waiting for the graduation and prom night.
clothes for prom night i have prepare
At the same time i hope this day will never come,
because it means all of us will be seperate.
it is a bad bad bad news...haiz
anyway I will enjoy the time we have.
After this I'm going to my uni life...
still considering which college I shall choose
Sunway or UTAR...arghhh
why everything we have to make a decision
its make me confuse and feel complicated

"I Love you"
It is a simple sentence and simple words
but it is difficult for me...agrhhh
I want to tell you that I Love you,
but everytime i want to tell you and something
break into my mind and tell me not to do this,
because I may get hurt =(
but if I dont, I will regret.